what I'm thankful for

I am writing this intentionally to reframe my own thinking. I definitely need to do this in the moment. Maybe writing it will help me.

I am thankful for ...

... tantrums (and screaming and emotions) ... I am thankful that Eden knows I will be there to hear her ... that she knows there is someone around to care if she is upset and that it is a safe enough place to let herself go. I remember reading a blog once where the mom said she knows there are children who no longer cry out because no one is around to listen or respond.

... sleepless nights ... I am thankful that despite Lydia's small size she wakes up to eat enough to ensure that she is growing and chubby, that I am able to comfort her and fill her little tummy, that she needs me and finds comfort in my arms.

... the question "Why?" ... I am thankful that Eden is interested in the things around her, that she doesn't question whether or not I'll have an answer, that she remembers what we tell her, and that she wants to talk to me. I know not all of these things will always be true.

Graham says he is thankful for his early mornings and breakfasts with the girls. He's thankful that I trust him enough to sleep peacefully while he is up with the girls early in the morning and that he gets to spend time with them. [I'm always thankful for this one!]

- ashley